Toxic relationship

Hello ladies, so I'm sort of posting this just because I wanted to share how toxic my relationship of five years was. I was with my first ever real boyfriend for five years up until a few weeks ago when I broke up with him. I lost my virginity to him and thought that he was going to be the man I married. And after being emotionally abused by him and not feeling good enough for anyone else and staying with him out of fear of that I ended it. Although I did do it through text it was only necessary because I've tried to in person but he would guilt me back in. But this is just a letter I wrote to let out all the negative that was in me so I can finally feel completely free thanks for reading ❤️