i'm just so stressed out

soo i was on my bfs phone and i was on his isntageamnjust scrolling through the news feed soo while he was on my phone i saw he was like in my messenger i didn't mind cause i didn't have anything there to hide so i went to his instagram dms and i saw he had been texting this girl while we were dating and stuff so i went on it and i scrolled up and i saw he had sent her a picture that said like "slide in my dms" or something and so like i got really pissed off and told him and showed him and was asking him why he had the need to send that stupid picture to that girl, so he's like "ohh it was just a joke cause she had been really sad and was crying and stuff so i just wanted to make her laugh and stuff" so i was like "okkk there's no need to send that picture tho there's plenty of other things  you could do to make someone laugh when they're feeling down.." and so he just like idk kept saying the same shit and i told him i was like "you wouldn't like it if i went and sent a picture like that to one of my friends would you ?" and omg idek how to feel or what the fuck to do honestly ! i'm now noticing at 7 months of being together of how stupid he made me look when we started dating first he was liking SOOO many girls pictures and most of the girls were like girls he used to talk to or date and had feelings for them and then my mom read our messages once so he went and told this one girl who used to be his "fwb" and was like "oh my FRIENDS mom read our messages and yeah idk" like wtf she KNEW he has a gf he told me she knew so what was the point in saying "my friend" and then now he's been like talking to these other girls a lot in this little community college kind of thing that he goes to idk😔he's changed yeah he doesn't do those stuff anymore but like idk i've like lost half of the trust i had for him and now all i have in the back of my mind is ALL of those things and idk it's just all like cheating to me but i don't want it to be that..😭

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