So we, well him because I didn't say anything, I don't have anything to say, well that pissed him off!!! So he asks after 3 years, what do you think about me, I said he was cool and okay, but it's not what I really wanted to say because he can be such an a$$, majority of the time!!! I don't tolerate it, I ignore it and it pisses him off even more, once again I don't care!!!! Rewind a moment, so this is a long distance relationship, neither of us have children and we aren't married, we live 5hrs away from each other (I do most of the driving because he was a recent transplant recipient, so he really can't drive) anyways, we meet up, hang out, the coupley thing!!! We split the tab on meals and hotels when we do meet or split expenses, I'm ok with it. I don't like confrontation so I avoid all as possible, he raises his voice, telling me his voice carries, mine does to, but damn, really as a result, I shut down and won't say anything which pisses him off! Since this is a ldr, we talk everyday, he has to know where I am at all times (whatever, because now that's getting out of hand), if you love me, let me go, leave me alone...I no longer have any friends (the guy friends I use to hang out with who wouldn't think to cross me and treated me like like their sister...they're gone, he made me cut them off, feel like he's turned me against my own family, he doesn't get along with his own and it's just him, his brother, 2 sisters, a few aunts and uncles...he's already made it clear, he doesn't want children ( I'm still debating, if I want to because of my medical condition, I'm forever having baby fever, but he tells me I wouldn't get pregnant anyways because of the chemotherapy he use to be on, I guess you can say it won't ever happen for me) no marriage no time soon, no anything, feel like we're just friends with benefits...holidays are coming so I already told him I didn't want anything(never spent holidays together), I don't want him taking care of me, I want my own, he doesn't help me with anything right now, so I feel like I have a clean sweep! Fast forward, so yeah his attitude turns me off, constantly tells me I'll never find someone like him after or if we decide to split, I don't think I want anyone else, I'd rather be single instead of being watched 24/7 and not able to do what I want, when I want, I'm no longer happy, I feel miserable.