My story...

I was 9/10 when I lost my "virginity." I was raped and   molested for a year and a half. Now, i know people would look and say "why you let it go on for that long." & "why didnt you tell anyone." For 1. I didnt want it to go on for that long. I'm the only child so i had no one to protect me. When my molestor would lay on top of me, he would cover my mouth so i couldnt yell for my mom to save me. I also told the guy, to clarify-- the guy was my mom girlfriend little brother, that i was gonna tell my mom. He threatened me and my mom, "if you tell her, I'll kill you and her." At that moment i was scared and afraid. I didn't want that to happen, so i kept my mouth shut... now for years i was afraid of a penis. I was afraid to even  THINK about sex, I STILL proclaimed myself as a virgin. I still thought of myself as a virgin. I still was a virgin. Although it was taken from me, in my mind, I was still a virgin.