Kind words, past stories, advice, help!

So I've been having hematomas and hemorrhages since about week 5 and I'm currently at 17+2, I've tried not to stress over it all the time and stay positive but things have been so rough lately. I recently had an OB appointment about 2 weeks ago since than things had just slowly gotten worse finally I tell my boyfriend today that I think I need to be checked out and we were in the ER for over 5 hours waiting for answers when finally they tell us that I have a hemorrhage forming between the placenta and the wall. My boyfriend goes outside and just breaks down because this just adds on to this list of problems we've been facing. All I want to do is cry and not move because I'm so scared to hurt my baby boy. I just really need advice or kind words to get through the day