5dp5dt BFN

Je
I just feel sadness and pain . I tested today early this AM and negative. Sometimes I feel it's a disadvantage to read all thesee happy stories about people's BFP. While it gives you hope to test early in the chance you are that lucky few. It devastated you when you don't see those lines. You relialize you aren't in the lucky bunch but rather in the hopeless bunch.
 
I tried not to think about it at home or at work but it's so hard not to think about the disappointment.  It's impossible not to think of the questions . WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN ?