discouraged.

TTC is hard. It's emotionally taking a toll on me and my SO. I have family members who are just irresponsible and concieving left and right. Babies are ALWAYS a blessing in my opinion, so being bitter over something like that makes me upset at myself. I'm scared that it just won't happen for me, it may sound irrational but it's not in my medical case. I just don't know what to try anymore. Every month AF either comes or it doesn't and it's just because of my stupid body. I take my hat off to you woman who are going years upon years of this. You are what holds this community together when you finally get your BFP, we see this and it gives us hope. Just tell me how to keep faith in all this?