ughhhhh

Is any one else so frustrated with ttc that they just feel like it's never going to happen.im currently on Metformin if I'm not pregnant by January my doctor wants to go in a and flush my tubes and make sure everything is ok. I'm seeing everyone on my Facebook either announcing or showing off their newborns and I'm over here like ok when is it my turn. I have had 2 miscarriages one at 10 weeks and one at 15 almost 16 weeks. I literally get soooo sad and wishful. Any advice because I haven't been tracking anything this month but also haven't really pushed like I have been. I'm just so frustrated