When did you know you were ready to have a baby

This is a question for the mothers on here. When did you know you were ready? I feel like I am... I think about having a child every day and I understand the responsibilities, from having to help take care of my four nieces and nephews from a very early age and having a ex-bf with a child who I helped take care of while I was with him. I feel like having a baby would complete my life, like the thing that is missing in my heart every single day, I can feel it. Fuck parting fuck everything I want something meaningful in my life to take care of to be all my own and my life. And a cat won't cut it lol. So tell me what made you think you were ready? Btw I'm in my early 20s and me and my man could financially afford it so skip the lectures ;)