I'm defected

I'm seriours about to give up and become a nun at this point I feel like I'm jinxed or something. I don't know what I did in my past life that would curse me this bad. I have the utmost worst luck ever when it comes to guys and at this point I'm really starting to think it's me. Maybe my standards are to high. Someone help 😩😩😩😩 I've had about 10 failed dates these last few months. I've even lowered my standards and dated WAY outside of my comfort area. Any advice