Boyfriend beat the shit out of me

Last night my boyfriend got really drunk he beat me up really bad i dont want to go to the hospital to get checked ojt bt i definitely think i may have skme fracture in my face the witnesses called the police i didnt want to give a name hes never been violent or mean in any way i know its wrong to make the excuse he was blackout drunk im so confusedddd and hurt i dont know what to do ive never been the type of girl to stay in a relationship like that but i love him so much that is NOT him plz dont judge me but what would you do!? If its not a regular thing completely out of character and out of nowhere!!! Imagine your partner just beat the crap out if you had no memory and has never been mean or abusive in any type od way! He doesnt drink normally that was a very rare occurance