Bye glow

Nearly 2 years of ttc. And I'm done with Glow. It's been heartbreaking to see BFPs from other people but I am genuinely happy for them. My focus I guess will be on saving for an IUI. I hoped and Prayed for a BFP for xmas. AF is due tomorrow. Ive had BFNs all week. I knew that's what they would be. Not sure why I bothered testing. Wishing you ladies the best. I just can't deal with this anymore. I'm fine. Hubby just found out he has low motility and morphology. That's our focus.