heartbroken

I'm just so heartbroken right now😞 i keep balling and having Panik attackes. Idk if my BF and I are broken up now or not honestly. I think it's leading towards him wanting to break up with me.. I love him so much and don't want it to be this way. I just feel he doesn't love me enough and he never gives me any attention oraffection. I feel like a roommate more than a girlfriend most of the time. I'm just hurting so fucking bad right now.