double standard.

As a miscarriage mama I feel like I constantly have to sensor myself. I've lost two babies and now I've finally got my rainbow baby after trying for two years and she is my world! However I feel like I'm constantly being forced to watch what I say and around who. No matter what I'm going to offend someone. I say how in love with my daughter I am and that she is my greatest blessing and "I need to stop bragging because some women can't have children and it hurts to constantly hear about other women." I understand that! I've been there but I have the right be happy now!! Or if I say that I don't feel good and I'm ready to not be pregnant anymore and have my baby "im ungreatful! There are so many women who would love to carry a child!" I'm not saying I regret getting pregnant I'm just saying I'm ready to hold my daughter! Why can't I be happy and just say what I want with out someone constantly getting butt hurt?! I did my time of pain and suffering and I should be able to enjoy this wonderful gift even though sometimes I don't feel the greatest… does anyone else feel this way?