I can't do it 😩

That was a total lie.My 4 year old is pretty much like blah && my 1 year old is giving me the most hell.Im on leave from work right now && for the next 6-7 weeks I'm in the house with the kids while my fiancé works early mornings till 3 pm && by the time he gets off work he's too tired to help me with the kids.My 1 year old all she ever does is cry now && it's getting on my nerves && it's seriously making me want to cry with her bc I'm to the point to where I'm almost stressed out.Ive never been so irritated in my life.Dont get me wrong I love my children I'm just so lost right now.It seems like it's never going to get better just worse as the months pass 😩 I'm praying for better && brighter days being at home with my 2 youngest && hopefully they come soon.