went back to work...

Today I went back to work. 6 days after I startered bleeding at work and 5 days after my D&C. This morning was rough. I work at a chiropractors office and it's just me and the doctor here and none of our patients knew I was pregnant, so my boss told everyone I was sick while I was gone bc I didn't want everyone knowing what happened. Not bc I'm embarrassed but I just didn't want to be forced to talk about it over and over. All our patients treat me like a friend and are always so sweet and nice and they all were so concerned I was gone for so long (I've never called in sick in my 3 years working here) so when I got back today everyone was asking me how I was doing and if I was feeling better from the flu and at first it tore me up inside and took everything I had to hold back the tears. I'm much better now after finally get some time to talk to my boss and just letting it all out how I was feeling. I'm on the mend and I will get through this. I'm ready to start trying for my rainbow baby after the 2 week pelvic rest.