Honesty In A Relationship (warning ranted)

So, I recently got out of a relationship and at the moment i'am with another guy although were "just friends." I feel as if i'am asking to much already. I guess I could add more but I don't wish to bore you with my life. Yes. I'am aware I jumped into a relationship.

Long story short for the topic!

;; Let's call him Ron. Ron and I went to sheetz for something to drink and he was checking out another girl ass. I'm no way offended. I was in the car sitting and I asked him about it and he said "honestly yes, I was looking." I asked him why and he said it's just a guy think. I'm not mad! Like so much pressure of fighting is at ease. I'm so happy for once in my life my "boyfriend" was honest with me!

My ex boyfriend let's call him Hawk, wasn't the much honest with me. I'd ask him if he was looking another women and he'd decline his look. I don't understand. I get mad and get upset for him not being honest me. He make a big deal of me getting mad and say it's my fault. Long story short, he dumped me for another "girl." The same girl he told me not worry about.. Ha.

____ I mean I could go on a lot is on my chest..