pregnant and miserable

Ever since I've become pregnant all me and my boyfriend do is argue he tells me his not happy I am not happy then wtf we doing I've told him I can't continue to do this I am always crying always sad feelings worthless it affects me so much and ofcourse the baby and he seems to not even care always tries to blow me off when I hit him with all this and the truth I've gave this man so many changes after 2 abortions because he never got it right don't judge me I judge myself and kill myself over this every single fuckkng day I am 16. Weeks pregnant and he still don't understand how good of a women I am he takes advantage of me of my love he thinks he has me all trapped under his spell but little does he know I will not be pregnant for ever And he will not keep me hostage like if am a nobody I love him dearly but I'm seeing now after 6 fucking years this was all part of his evil plan all the pain and suffering I go through being a 23 single mother of 1 i work my ass off for my kids to be coming home to this just writing this brings so much anger to my heart I get sever headache I'm over his over him over us Im broken sorry for the long post I just needed to vent any rude comments and I will tell you to fuck off my post simple