Well September 1 had my very first miscarriage

Stephanie • My husband and I have been married for 7 years and have 3 beautiful children..I'm so blessed
Well September 1 had my very first miscarriage...chemical pregnancy only 5 wks along....Had to wait a month to try again....2 cycles and nothing.... I said to myself maybe it's not suppose to happen right now maybe I need to lose some weight...
Asked my husband if he still wanted to try and he said yes....So I told my self  ok no opks or bbt....every other day do it.....if it happens it happens if it don't it don't....well tonight is new years <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> I'm gonna take a test just to make sure....it's gonna be negative anyway.... 1 min I think I see something.....I was like no it couldn't be so I decided to give it the full 5 min came back and sure enough it was positive....I'm still in disbelief