If AF arrives this month...

I have decided if AF arrives this month I will no longer be "actively" TTC, I have a feeling that she will show her face again this month so if she does I will be deleting this app and focusing on strengthening my relationship and praying I concieve without having to "try" even though I feel like that is never going to happen for me but I just need to take the constant obsession of TTC off of my shoulders.... I hate to stop but I have no other choice.... Fingers crossed she doesn't show her face but I've had no signs or symptoms so we will see...😒