mental health, and relationships

I suffer severe depression (diagnosed) but my therapist once said she thought maybe it was borderline personality disorder.
It causes me to act irrationally and well crazy. I am literally crazy I have a mental disorder.
And I HATE IT I can't even find myself as a person because of it I self-Destruct everything, I act irrationally and I am often labeled as "psycho" or "crazy" all I've ever wanted was to grow up and get married but this disease is keeping me from the life I want making me very unappealing to men.
My last relationship lasted 3 years and now at it end he has labeled me as a "psycho Whore" the man I love so so much for all this years will forever remember me as his psych slut ex girlfriend because I was openly honest about my mental health I feel like I should try to hide it from now on if I ever meet another person):

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