I found out today that marshmallow didn't have a heartbeat anymore hadn't felt strong kicks since Friday everyone kept telling me to chill I just was moving a lot to notice anything but I'm at the hospital to be induced my heart is so heavy and my brain can't accept this this is so not fair I did everything right. I really dont understand why God would give me something and take it away I'm not trying to question God but I'm just so confused and mentally exhausted then to top it off they won't me to push the baby out