in love with 2 men

I'm married and in love with someone else also. I haven't cheated, it was just a friendship that I caught feelings with. I have never told anyone my feelings. I stopped hanging out with the friend when I noticed these feelings. I love my husband. But sometimes I wonder if the grass is greener on the other side. AGAIN, I ended the friendship after I developed feeligs, I haven't told anyone or even considered cheating. Please don't judge me. How do I make these feelings go away? Have you been married while ALSO in love with someone else?