should I be wrong for being mad at him when AF Creeps up on u with high hopes!!?

So I get my AF. Today , after wishful thinking ✍🏻️😩.. I get the support from DF, but end up feeling worse !! , here's the reason ... he says I lived my life already should appreciate the kids I already have . Yes I hella do I learn to be a better mom every day !!! So he goes on to later getting upset, a friend sees if I'm ok on social media. Says I blew him off by saying thanks ? And not giving him a LIKE BUTTON CLICK OF A RESPONSE !! Really I get , I was mad at him. For supporting me ? How did it go from support to discomfort ? Made me feel worse. Stuck wondering why should it really be him to be feeling bitter like I am ? Especially right now, when my hopes were cut short ? Haven't been able to carry a child for months now . We argue, I'm sure we both can better in many ways, my lifestyle after all hasn't been it's best .!! But we both are highly attracted to one another, wanting more. I love him , madly at that.. ,felt I just needed to vent in silence!! After just trying to sleep it off I'm still lost for words !! Goodnight world 🌎!!