Need support and advice from some ladies and maybe gain a mother figure

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So im 31 years old 9 weeks 4 days with my second baby my parents are so happy im pregnant again and told me they dont want me at there house my whole life no matter what i do good or bad its just never good enough for them and they always throw my past in my face and told me when i was pregnant for my daufhter that they wanted me to get an abortion or think about adoption now that im marrying my daughters father they still go on about my husbands past and cant get over the fact of his past and who he used to be its very discouraging that my own mother wont even be happy or support me threw this joyful time i really need a mother to have in my life i live in ottawa ontario canada i mean i have my gfs but i need a mom :( any advice you ladies can please give me