relationship rant

i just love getting up 6am.. 2hr commute.  full work day downtown philly with a 9mo pregnant belly.   I walk, trolley, drive 2 & a half hours back because yay traffic to get home at 7pm.  Just to cook dinner, wash & fold clothes & have you come home for 30mins & fucking leave me .  AGAIN  im getting so sick of the bullshit. idc if you think you need to spend all this time with friends before the babies comes.  Why not spend time with me & just tell them niggas you cant fucking come.  Were not going to have alone time for a very long time but youd rather spend what we have left with dudes that have no purpose.. ugh.  had to rant