AF DUE 11/27--freaking out/frustrated
Oh boy am I all over the place. The other day I had cramping and starting yesterday my breasts are ridiculously sore. Usually -for me- this means my periods around the corner.
This shit just sucks when you have so much invested in wanting a baby of your own.
I know my time will happen when it's meant to happen but it's frustrating on so many levels.
Back in 2013 I stopped Nuvaring, and immediately fell pregnant with the asshole I was dating- I miscarried at 6 weeks 3 days after seeing the babies heartbeat on my 21st birthday (exactly 6w). They were under the impression I was 10w, that's why I had my ultrasound so early. Finding I was 6w and the baby had an abnormal heartbeat.
They had me come back the next week, and that's when they told me it was no longer there. And I scheduled myself for a D&C the next day as I didn't want to deal with any of that at home- I was already heartbroken.
I went back on nuvaring after the miscarriage bc I found out he was cheating on me.
Left his ass and remet my KINDERGARTEN sweetheart. Lol (first boy who ever kissed my cheek - first girl he ever kissed ) 🤗
Now, my boyfriend and I have been together for 3+ years and have been actively ttc since January 2016.
I'm just frustrated with my body. Frustrated with myself. And frustrated with a lot of things. Just trying to keep my positivity high: but the thought of AF is just pissing me off.
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