feel pregnant but bfn

this is so weird.

I have been ttc 7 months. I have irregular periods, but glow has been helping me accurately track my "cycle" AF is "due" Dec 12 and im currently in my fertile window. my so and I have sex at least 3x a wk, and try for every other day.

For the past 4ish days by boobs have been so sore. They physically hurt to touch. I'm tired. A lot. I always have to pee. Even if I just peed I have to pee. Sex this morning was slightly painful.

I feel like these are classic pregnancy symptoms but when i test I get a bfn like always. I'm not sure what's up with me.

Do I just want this too badly? Is my body tricking me? Am I actually pregnant but the tests are wrong? Or is there something wrong with me?