affairs

Im so sad and confused and i dont have anyone to tell this to.. I have a bf and we've been together for 5 years now.. we live together since 2013 we have a 3 year old and he's charming and stuff (im the evil one) back in august i started an affair with my boss's boss.. he is older than me he is married and has 2 kids.. as they always say "his wife doesn't take care of him bla bla" you know the thing is that at first was only for fun.. maybe i was bored of my too busy working mom life.. sex is great he takes care of me at work (obviously is a secret that we are kinda together) he spoils me etc etc.. the only thing is that he is very apprehensive like he likes to control me what should i do what should i wear etc.. im a little rebel so i dont listen to him.. i do what i want all the time,, last week was my bday amd i went to mexico (my hometown) and i went out drinking with my friends and stuff he got reaaally mad like crazy and he is not talking to me anymore like he said that tomorrow we are going to meet to see whats gonna happen, he said "either we keep it casual or we are just over" it shocked me like why? Why is he like that it was like my bday and i spoke with him before going to mex i told him that he needed to be a little flexible about us.. we are nothing like he needs to go control his wife not me.. the thing is that i dont know i dont want him to just be with me to fuck like i want him to be sweet as always and to care for me.. so i think we are pretty much oveer.. the thing is that im going to miss him so muuuch!! Like arghhh anyways im about to get my period so im extra depressive and crying in every little corner 😞😞😞 i just feel so bad that he wants to "leave" cause of that..