Rainbow Baby

I have been messing with my best friend for about a month now. My period was supposed to come on today. However, no AF, no discharge. I had a sore throat starting the day before thanksgiving, small cramps, drinking a lot from my dry throat, peeing from that. Emotional, and mouth watering (like before you throw up but not actually throwing up).

So my roommate told me to just take a test just for laughs because we are both convinced I cannot conceive.... after forgetting I urinated on the stick, I walked past it while brushing my teeth and saw this! 

This is a dream right?

If this is 100% real... ladies (as I cry typing this) don't ever stress about not conceiving, don't ever put yourself down. In due time what is meant to be will happen. I gave up, thinking it was my fault, that I was a young girl that cannot do what women are "supposed" to do. If I ever get to be blessed to carry this baby to full term, I will cherish him/her to no end. Most people think because I'm in my 20s that I'm still a child, which may be true, but this miracle was meant for me at this time.

Keep your head up ladies, and if you need baby dust sprinkled to you, I give it all to you!