Dreams about gender

For the last 2 nights I have been tossing and turning hardly sleeping and when I do I'm dreaming about what gender my baby will be. Has anyone else had this? We're hoping for a girl, and I keep dreaming it's a girl, but when I do dream it's a boy I get upset. Now obviously I will love our child unconditionally with all of my heart. But I almost feel like if we find out now it's a boy I will be mourning the daughter I never had. If that makes sense. I've got so used to the idea of having a little girl and it seems so real. I've even bought some girls items. Please don't take this the wrong way and think im saying I don't want a boy. That's not the case. What I'm saying is in my mind for the past 4 months I've been convinced it's a girl. Has anyone else experienced this? And if so how did you cope if you did find out you weren't having what you thought? No negativity please if your just on this post to berate me then move it along✋✋ I'm genuinely asking for help.