heartbroken

i just wanna express my emotions right now because im overwhelming with sadness and heartache. the guy that i used to date with whom i thought was seeing another girl or i thought hes just not into me has said goodbye.he told me that he will leave this country because he cant deal with his debts. knowing the real reason why he was so off lately to me broke my heart. i didnt realized that i was inlove with him. i broke into tears when he was bidding his farewell. we were perfect for each other, we had good memories together. i always have feelings for him from the very start. i feel so sad when he told me "i wish i didnt meet u at this worse times of my life, i wish i have met you when life was better. i will never forget you. how i wish i can fix my problem and come back here someday to be with you. i cant stop crying hearing those words. despite everything that have happened, he is my favorite what if.💔💔💔💔💔😞😞😞😞