Currently in L&D 😓..UPDATE

Update:was just told if baby's HB drops again he will be coming out tonight. If he makes it till morning I will still be having a csection sometime tmrw. Either way I won't be leaving the hospital without a baby. I am so scared.

36+4th. Came to the hospital around 5:15 bc I hadn't really felt baby moving today. They hooked me up to the monitor and didn't their thing and everything was fine baby was moving all looked good except for a minor UTI and being slightly dehydration. Then the left me on the monitor a few more mins and were going to come back to do a cervix check. Then alarms started going off & suddenly 20 people were in triage turning me.over moving the monitor, hooking me up to an IV and giving me oxygen and I start having a panic attack. Baby's HB dropped really low. They got it back up. My Dr came and checked everything said were gonna keep checking u. Of course my blood reassure went sky high as well. So they decide were staying overnight and move me to a room. A little while go it happens all over again. Baby's HB is back up but now they're checking with doc to see if they should give me steroids and they have the OR prepped in case. I am freaking out. I know I keep saying I want him here early but I'm not ready. I'm terrified of having a c-section right now. We're just resting and I'm hoping it doesn't happen again.