Very tired and disappointed 😔

I went to labor and delivery again today after having consistent contractions that started at 10:30 am and finally subsided around 8pm shortly after being dishcharged from the hospital! Thought I was going in and coming out with my baby in hand! Hoping she comes this week or next I'm 38 weeks 3 days 3cm dilated and 70% effaced! I went in thinking I needed to push after all those contractions turns out I'm just a little constipated even though I had a few bowel movements this morning. I really wish my water would just break I'm tired of being fooled.