Hate af

Today ugly af showed up:((7 months ttc. Cant believe.... Feel so disappointed and broken. Looking all around be pregnant. My sister pregnant sister in law pregnant brother in laws wife pregnany and all of them 40yrs old:(( im in ky young age cant fall pregnant. Why??? Can anyone tell me? Crying from early morning. Why i dont deserve. ... Do all feel same way as i do when u see ur af