Do you actually like relationships?

Honestly I try to be in relationships instead of just fucking around. I'm in one right now but it kind of feels like it sucks. My boyfriend doesn't even act like he really likes me anymore at most times, even though he tells me he loves me and says "I'm the one." I want sex everyday and he doesn't. Which sucks. We only have it on his terms. I also miss going out and having fun with other guys, even if it's just a friend thing. But on the flip side I like having someone who is loyal to me, I don't gotta worry about, someone who holds me down, and someone to sleep beside every night. I'm just conflicted, I felt this way in my last relationship too. I'm wondering if any one views their relationship like I do?