Its getting difficult 😭

Jocelyn • 20 /Born NY/NY-NJ/NJ-PA/ Proud mama to my son Khaled👶🏽 Engaged since 3/10/18 💍on my son birthday he propose 🤭🤗
So I'm in the shower sitting down n it's so hard to shave my va jj..Boyfriend not home n I won't ask him to shave it cause he said he wasn't going to do it .. He to scared 😳 & he think he gonna cut me so I have to sit in my small stand up shower n shave my pum pum which is hard for me to see cause my big belly blocking it so I can't see shit ohh damm 😔😡😠😶