Ectopic pregnancy... 😢

This is my first post, so hopefully I get some feedback. Just this pass weekend I was in the most unbearable pain of my life. I can't even explain how much of my body was falling apart. I couldn't figure out what was wrong with me until I went to the hospital and they told me I was having and ectopic pregnancy, so I had to have surgery to remove it. I was bleeding out in the inside and the doctors couldn't figures out where the bleeding started, so they had to remove my left tube before I bled to death and because the pregnancy had damaged it too much to save. I now have one tube left and am very sadden by that. I'm also finding myself sad because I lost a part of me that I will never get to know. (The fetus). Now that I've had an ectopic pregnancy, I'm more at risk of getting it later in life and if I don't catch it in time and my right tube happens to get damaged too, I can't have anymore kids. Have any of you ladies been through this or know of someone who's been through this and were able to have kids afterwards? Also words of encouragement would be very welcomed. I'm not in the holiday spirit and I was already down before finding out about the ectopic pregnacy. So that just added fuel to the fire. I'm trying my best to be for my 2 month year old baby boy. Yes I said 2 months. Unfortunately I'm very fertile and baby number two was on it's way but never got a chance to live life. May my angel Rest In Heaven where he/she has to suffer no more.👼