Dating after a loss💔

Hi, I'm 21 years old & at the beginning of this year, my boyfriend/my daughters dad passed away in a car accident.. I'll always love him, I don't really know if you ever really get over it. but I started hooking up with guys & going out once in a while, and in September I starting talking to & only hooking up with one guy.. At first we both didn't want to catch feelings but we he met my daughter and starting coming around a lot and I fell in love with him... He sealed the deal when I wanted to go visit my late boyfriend & he wanted to come with me & talked to him.. I feel like I'm in love with both of them & I don't know who to talk to about it. I'm so afraid to tell anyone like my family. Someone help me please.