Lost my best friend (venting rn lol)

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So I had this guy that I liked. The very second I saw him I instantly liked him and we soon became friends and became really close friends. We r really open lol and sometimes he asks for nudes but I don't send them bc I just didn't want anything to be awkward since I wasn't sure if he liked me. So we kept talking and we were besties on snap . a few days ago he asked out this girl and he asked me to help him so I did because I loved him I told him exactly how I would want to be asked out and he asked the girl out. He got rejected and after that idek what happened I talked to him a bit consoling him BC he was sad and then he stopped talking to me. We haven't talking in so long I'm really just venting rn BC my period is gonna start soon lol. But I felt like I just lost my best friend, person I can vent to, and my crush... Now I know why its called a crush😒