Frustrated

You know, I've been TTC for over 5 years now. I track everything because my husband and I were told it would be next to impossible to conceive for us. Insurance WONT pay for diagnosis or anything fertility. Its been heartbreak after heartbreak each and every month for the last five years to deal with. I've had enough. In January we will be trying the Stork kit. After that I give up. I don't know what else to do. I dont want to adopt. Its just so hard to deal with and I'm ready to be done.