So stressed

Grace

I am a mom of an 8 month old and after being off of work for over a year cause of multiple reasons, I decided to go back to work. Great, right? I found a baby sitter for him before I even started looking for a job. Suddenly, right before I was hired, I was told by said baby sitter that she can't watch him cause of her husband (She is a family member and her husband feels like he has lost his freedom cause of my kid being there). Now I can't find ANYONE to watch him. Literally none of the daycares will take him and I am stumped. She says that she will watch him until I find someone, but I have a feeling it'll bite me in the ass. This has me so stressed out cause I absolutely need to work but now... I don't know if I can and the state won't give me unemployment or anything.

Just needing to rant I suppose. I'm horribly stressed.