this is stupid
Before marriage, sex was great and regular
Before marriage, it seemed like he'd do anything to have me. To make me feel important.
Before marriage, the things I said and how I felt mattered
After marriage, "all you think about is sex", all affection and sex is reduced to once every week and a half. Or 3 times a month.
After marriage, everything that comes out of my mouth is a complaint, and a nag. And I should be content with lack.
After marriage, I'm too emotional and if he determines I'm acting and speaking out of emotion, it's dismissed. I'm dismissed
I HATE trying to conceive with someone who barely wants to touch me on a regular day. I hate the unnaturalness of TTC.
But I want a baby so bad. Just not sure if I want one with my husband anymore.
And let me add, that one time every week and a half, it doesn't even feel like he wants to. I feel the sad disconnect, and there's no life in his stroke at all anymore.
And let me also add, early in the morning or late at night, when your lovely husbands are cuddling you or kissing your neck softly or caressing your soft lady parts, my husband is blasting facebook videos. Routinely. I'm waken by facebook videos, I fall asleep listening to facebook videos. It's so damn annoying.
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