Know this feeling???

Till New Year we stay at my mothers house. She is perfect with my LO - plays with her, changes her diapers etc. Today they were playing so nice that my daughter laughed out loud!! I was so happy because she was only smiling before and she laughed only once before. My mum told me that she was laughing like that also yesterday when they were playing..

I am so happy that she does that but also I got this feeling that I missed her real first laugh.. that I am her momma and I should be the one who sees these forst times!!

I am so jealous about every missed thing! 😭😭😭😭