need to vent

I need to vent. To make a very long story very short, My husband has had "pain" for years and we've had this ongoing battle with pills for the past year or two that he got from his mother of all people. I just recently caught him with stuff he bought on the street. I took them and he is currently withdrawing. I'm 34 weeks pregnant today and I feel like I have 3 kids to babysit. My 8 month old dog. My 4 year old son and 38 year old husband!!! I'm supposed to be the one relaxing!!!! Ok end rant.