miscarriage.

I had a misscarriate yesterday. I'm thinking I was about 5 weeks. But, my boyfriend said we should just not talk about it and move on. But, I'm still really crampy and emotional and I feel like I just need him right now but, he wants to avoid it. I mean, I would have had an abortion any way as we can't afford to get pregnant right now but, I'm still a mess... and I fee SO alone...