💔 heart broken 😢

I have been dating my bf for almost 2 years. Last night I got into a big argument with my parents because they want be to dump my bf because they think he is not good enough for me. They don't like a lot basic simple things from him which I personally know that he has to change and he told me he will starting doing  this new year. I am 26 yr. old and my parents still financially support me. My bf wants to marry me but I am afraid that if I do that I will not have my parents blessings. I love my parents, we come from a loving Christian home and lately they are not been understanding or loving to support my decision. My parents no longer trust me because I have lied to them. I recognize I'm wrong and U forgave them but still hold the grudge. They told me I'm causing so much hurt and breaking the fam, I have no intention in doing that never.  I honestly  want to make everyone happy but right now I feel stuck. Praying has been my only hope to sustain me because I have cried so much that I'm out of breath. Advice!!! Please!  😰😭