about to give up... 😔

These were in December . Now I'm on the waiting game.. my last period was November 4th my cycles are not normal. I just don't even know anymore.. I took these to see when I was ovulating. I didn't have a period could I still ovulate.. I need advice.. doctor said I was fine I was on birth control for about 5 years. I can't get my period on track they checked all my hormone levels they were fine. I'm tired of trying been months now. No luck. I have felt naseous and cramping lately. So hopefully I am pregnant..