pregnancy blues

So my husband and I have been trying TTC since the end of May. I found out I was pregnant at the end of September; however had a miscarriage on October 7th, 2016. We have been trying but not very hard due to my work hours and his work hours. Our son is 5 years old and he wants to be a big brother so bad. I am about to give up and quit tracking everything. It breaks my heart when I see how my close friends and family getting pregnant and I'm not. My AF should be coming in two days and I am praying that it doesn't come. Sorry for venting