TMI pics- Acne and aging at the same time.

My acne is depressing me.... I already have depression, anxiety and self-esteem issues.  I'm not an ugly girl at all but my acne ruins my beauty. I can NEVER leave the house without makeup. I know makeup is bad but I'm going to give 100% organic natural makeup a try. I've already spent thousands on acne care and a doctor and nothing works. I'm 22 and I'll be 23 in March... I'm too old to be going through this. Does anyone had acne as bad as this? What are you doing to keep it under control? What can I do about the scarring too?